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Room tour

2012-01-22T00:03:00.001+08:00

Cousin's dog, Elvi and me!!! Damn cute and friendly. Love her!!! Mutual love i guess ^^

ROOM TOUR COMING UP SOON, PROBABLY ON JAN 31st! Stay tuned!

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Safe and Sound

2012-01-15T00:04:00.006+08:00

I realized I've been back to blogging often! That's a good sign. But nah, it's not gonna be long because I foresee a super dead rhapsody-inpink.blogspot.com once JC starts. But I'll try to update on snippets of my life. No promises though. Anyway, went CNY shopping with the mother today. Great day! Love how good her mood is today! Let's see what I got today from Nex!

1. Dress from Yishion ($44.90)
2. Shorts from Yishion ($34.90)
3. Sandals from RSH ($20.90)
4. Even the soles are so pretty!

If you're wondering what Yishion is... I think it's some china brand. But their clothes are really pricey yet nice! Some pieces are quite fashionable. Love the dress and shorts. It's kinda hard to find pink shorts. SO I GOT IT! LAST PIECE, IN MY SIZE. Lucky xinhui is lucky. Pretty love the sandals. Got the beach feel. My floral sandals from forever new are killing me so I guess I may change to this pair.. Oops, kinda wasted. The prints are kinda Indian, very intricate, very much my type. If you're wondering why my CNY haul is so short... I have more dresses that I haven't worn. So I didn't want to purchase more fearing that they'll pile up and chucked aside in my wardrobe.

On a side note, I'm really loving my new refurbished room! The new bed set, study desk and side table are beautiful, pink, cream white, princessy. Basically describes me. PLUS MY HELLO KITTY BEDSHEET *dies of awesomeness*

look, my pink chair!! Loves.

Decision

2012-01-13T13:59:00.003+08:00

Finally, the decision has been made. I've lost the battle against my mum. She wanted AJC while I wanted SAJC. But then again. AJC.. I dont mind. So oh well. Mum's getting me macbook pro so that's greattttt! And my new furni is here yay. Oh and I rejected my mum's offer to get me a hello kitty case because I have wayyyyyyy too many. Okay ciao. I need food!!!

Wishlist for 2012

2012-01-10T23:02:00.004+08:00

As old as I may get *sigh* everyone will have a wishlist and i'm not an exception! So here goes my wishlist ^^ (materials plus other things)

1. Get into AJC(oh no now SAJC is swaying me.)

2. Hello Kitty Polaroid

3. New going out bag (juicy?)

4. More shoes (flats/loafers/sandals/flipflops)

And a must get list. HAHAHA.

1. Alphabets badges from smiggles

2. Cute keychains for my jansport

3. More badges to spice up my jansport

4. Macbook pro

5. Hello Kitty hard iphone cover (my mum's getting for me!!)

ahh, still quite meh-ish about my results. Sadness starting to kick in. Actually more of regret. I know I'm gonna regret this. Oh wells, going ajc>sajc>mjc for their open houses! Woohoo. Let it be good. Gonna conquer my fear tmr. ^^ I still thank God for my results. Not awesome but I would never get this result without Him.

Results

2012-01-09T22:20:00.005+08:00

10 pts. I don't feel happy or sad. It's those kinda meh feelings. 10 pts is very average in my school. Like 63% of the cohort got less than 10? SO FUCKING HAPPY FOR ENG AND COMBINED HUMANS. A2 is like are you kidding me? My sciences are a huge disappointment. Damn bad. I was expecting A1 for both. But sigh. probably too complacent. LIT IS HILARIOUS. But I was expecting that. Oh well. AJC HERE I COME.

Results day & CCA Fair & TJC Open House

2012-01-07T17:15:00.004+08:00

MONDAY IS COMING.

I cannot stop thinking about monday ewwwwww. It scares me till I have abnormal fast paced heart beats. Really like boom boom pow. (my hands have turned cold, SERIOUS) I cannot stop thinking about it. Omai~ I used to think that getting 8 pts was easy as hell. HELL NO. Recently, I was bathing and I thought, actually, 8 pts isn't that easy to achieve AFTER ALL. My english isn't very good. (I always get B3 and lower wtf.) So that's 3 pts. I can use Emath, which I think. THINK. can get A1. So 4 pts now. Then Bio shld be to get A1 too. HUMANITIES HAHAHAHAHAHA. Bitch please. Lit and combined humans both cmi. Let's say 4pts. WTF 9 PTS ALR. Then if plus chem and chinese which is another 2 pts. 11 PTS. Minus 2 CCA pts. 9 pts. WHERE CAN I GO OMAI~ Really wanna get 8 pts. Counting on God's wonder.

Anyway, went for CCA fair today. Miss guides *infinity amount of hearts* Great time with my friends. Felt so proud singing SNGG cheer. We're the guides of St nicholas~

I would love to upload pictures but blogger takes damn long to upload 5 photos at one time. SO... Add me up on facebook and you can see the pictures. you get to have one more fb friend and look at chiobus. uhuhsiol. #buyaolian

Went to TJC after CCA fair and it's a really nice school. Nice culture, friendly people (I hope), just the uniform. Green isn't my colour and it doesn't match my neon pink jansport. But it'll be my second choice ^^ First still goes to VJC :D

Okay, I'm very tired, I ish gonna sreep now. Dinner later. Wan an.

2012 Resolutions

2011-12-29T23:14:00.005+08:00

Resolutions for the upcoming year? Already listed on a piece of paper. The "reflections and thoughts on 2010/2011". As the name suggests, i've penned down all the downs and lessons I learnt the past 2 years. Felt great having them written down. And of course my resolutions. They're a little personal (and bu yao lian), so in case anyone's gonna judge me, I shall keep it a secret! But I promise to do a proper one after knowing my results and which school I'm going to! ;-) stay tuned!
Ps/ went to purchase new furnitures for my room! Expect a room tour in Jan 2012! Plus mummy got me a Hello Kitty wall clock! Double happiness! Ending 2011 on a high note!

Bored

2011-12-27T00:35:00.000+08:00

Merry Belated Christmas! :-)

Merry Christmas

2011-12-24T11:40:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! (eve)
✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯

Aye, it is the season of giving and receiving again! One year has passed by so fast. I remember on this day last year, I went out with my family members including uncles, aunties and cousins to EwF to celebrate my mum's birthday. (Happy birthday mum though she doesn't want to be reminded of her age, but I think it's one year older, one year wiser) We had awesome dinner and walked down Orchard to appreciate the christmas lights. How very beautiful.

This year, christmas is just gonna be the same. No parties, no celebration at home because my mum thinks we're no Christian so we don't have to celebrate. Which I think it's rubbish. Anyone can celebrate. Nevertheless, I already got gifts for people and received some too. YAY for gifts! Hopefully I'll get to go Raffles City to celebrate mum's birthday at O' Coffee Club. Hehe, and there's forever new there. So I can shop for Christmas gift for yours truly.

Yesterday was a great day out with Lydia and John. Shan't go into details for some personal reason but I did my Christmas shopping! And got myself a new pair of floral sandals. Pretty but it gave me slight abrasions at the back of my foot. Good buy nevertheless.

Ending the post here. Time to watch miscellaneous korean videos! Have a great christmas!

2011 events

2011-12-22T00:26:00.003+08:00

SKIP IF YOU HATE LONG SELF REFLECTIVE POST......

Hmm, so I guess this is what I'm gonna do whenever a year is nearing a closure. Like a reflection on the past year. Let's see my 2011 resolutions and "so happening". :-)

2011 is a BIG BIG BIG year for me because...

1. I'm having my O levels. HOW MUCH BIGGER CAN IT EVER GET.

2. I'm getting a smart phone!!! LIKE FINALLLLLLLLY ~ Either in feb/aug/nov

3. IT'S MY LAST YEAR IN SN.

4. I'M LEAVING GUIDES ALREADY. :'(

5. I MAY BE GETTING A LAPTOP AFTER O'S.

I like it when it's the last year of each part of my education journey! Like Primary 6, Secondary 4 and so on. I got my first phone in Primary 6, on my results day! HAH. And now, I'm changing phone and getting my own laptop *gasps* I wonder what's in for me when I'm J2..

Okay, that's all for this lame post! Time to mug chem! :) See ya'll in schooooool! -excited-

Hmm, so yeah. Everything happened except for the last one. The last one won't happened till maybe, next year? After results. Continuing on, gettin my iphone was probably the best thing that happened physically? Like data and fb/twitter/fs all in one phone. Really wanna thank my mum and my old phone that died on me after camp. That's how my mum finally gave in to get me a new phone before my contract ends. Quite stupid to get black privacy screen protector but i removed it alr!!!! (getting the glitter one soon because free protectors suck) love my iphone like madddddd.

Oops, i realized i forgot bout o's okay. A whole lot of shit to type out for o's. My journey was both tough and relaxed. Why? Due to my slackness. I slacked way too much this year, tbh. Like, i totally didn't place my resolutions in mind, maybe only when i really needed motivation and a sense of urgency to study. Reminded myself to look at the big picture which is vjc and it did work to a certain extent. Tough because I had to study last minute. Imagine all the stress of last min studying piled on the constantly-existent stress. I remember for O's geog i studied till freaking 2 a.m. when it was a morning paper. It was total madness.

Last yeat in sn has been good I must say. The tiring yet fun year was awesome. How I spent time with 4 purity, mugging, doing dumb stuffs. Really. SN is sucha great school where I would love to stay and study forever. Loving it is an understatement. Will do another post on sn.

And another post on guides. :-) SOON!

Hmm, any other things that happened. Hell yes. How I cried almost night for a particular person. How I fell in love with this guy who is as nice as heaven(wanted to use hell but realized hell isn't nice haha). How I celebrated birthdays with my fab four. How everything just went pretty smoothly as compared to 2010. Not much heart-breaking things :-) proud that I'm less emo now ^^ in all, 2011 has been a wonderful and peaceful year.

Forever and always

2011-12-17T23:06:00.006+08:00

Hey guys! I know I haven't been blogging for the longest time ever. Just kidding. It was only 10 days. So chillax. The week has been good as my girls, qianhua and yimin have safely returned to the sunny island. So we met up after donkey years! Had lunch with yimin and janine at ikea and she brought me my gifts from Korea! Daebakk!

Hello Kitty Planner

Hello Kitty black pen

Purplish shimmerish nail polish (unintentionally ishy)

And so yesterday, I went on my very first kbox session. AND HAD MAJOR LOADS OF FUN. Especially when we were blabbering to 2PM's Hands Up. Btwy, I'm starting to love 2PM more and more. They're so handsome and cute especially Nickhun O.O Heh, I also realized my singing sucks so no more singing in public!

If you haven't watched their MV which was shot in SG (major plus point!)

And qianhua got me this from Paris. She got me chocs but I finished them already.

Janine passed me my christmas present which is a my melody compact mirror!

So after kbox, we(J and I) went on our own to shop around 313, which is the most boring shopping center in Orchard. Nothing entices me except for F21, New Look, Cotton On, Trendy Hub(selling sanrio merchandise). Meh. So we headed to Bishan to get my jansport bag (LIKE FINALLY. HAPPIEST DAY THIS HOLS!)

Not exactly true to colour. It looks more neon in rl.

With flash, looks more like it. 39SGD

Came with a free USB! Chose pink out of pink, blue, yellow.

Then headed to bishan library to relive some good ol' memories :-) Really miss going there. Had so many fond memories. Like going to mug with different people, having to run away from some people, having ahem spending much lovey dovey time with ahem so on and so forth. My favourite mugging place, will definitely go back there during my JC/Poly years.

Got this Minnie sweater from F21 a few days ago during my outing with Yimin, love it! 33SGD

Peach flower bobby pins. 2SGD (the accessories are mad cheap compared to diva)

Floor mat from ikea!

So there's only less than a month more to release of 2011 GCE O Level results. Feelings about it? Jittery, heart-thumping, afraid, excited. Totally no joy, not sure if it's a bad sign or what. BUT I'M SO AFRAID I CAN'T GET INTO JC MUCH LESS, VJC/TJC/NJC/AJC. I'm even more afraid of disappointing my teachers and parents. Oh well, it's already over. I shall just pray. I know God will bless me with what I deserve. I know it because I prayed so hard for Geog and SS and He answered my prayers! SO JUST PRAY! God does wonders :-) And hopefully the white badge can produce yet another top scorer to continue the SN tradition.

Princess of china

2011-12-06T02:01:00.013+08:00

Aloha. From home. At 1.36AM. Turning nocturnal. Haven't been posting for a long time due to my laziness, horrendous and queer sleeping schedules. Life has been a bore. It isn't as fun as I supposed it to be. But there's still a month to go. Hopefully my room makeover will be done by CNY 2012 and I can show you guys y new room woo.

The past week has been eventful compared to prom week.
30/11: Went cycling with Janine and Julius. My cycling budz. Cycled in the rain. Had cup noodles for lunch because I was broke for the month. Chilled at Coffee Bean while waiting for the rain to get lighter. First time cycling in the rain, thank God I didn't fall sick.

1/12: caught breaking dawn with Janine. It was a meh-ish movie. Rate it 3/5. It was revolving arnd the darn demonic baby. I kept thinking "just get over it already." It was quite comedic at some parts. Headed down to hersing hub for a briefing on my night job. (no question about it!)

3/12: Headed to Ikea Alexandra with mummy to look at furnitures and have lunch there. Meatballs are really awesome. Mouthgasm. Everyone should eat there once every holiday!

Well, now that I have started working, there are so many things I wanna buy. Let's see what's on my shopping list.
1. Pink Jansport bag that I've requested my friends to help me get in US.
2. Clothes for CNY
3 More heels/booties
4. School supplies for 2012
5. Juicy couture wallet and handbag (not of top priority though)
6. iPhone portable charger
7. jc litas!!! (WANT THEM SO BADLY BECAUSE THEY'RE SO PRETTY)

Majestic Pink Jansport (CROSSING MY FINGER!!)

Juicy Couture New Scottie Embroidery Daydreamer Bag

Juicy Couture New Scottie Embroidery Zip Wallet

6 places

2011-11-25T17:46:00.001+08:00

1. Town
2. USS (12dec!!)
3. My grandpas' columbarium (miss my grandpas)
4. School (ironically)
5. Places with good food
6. Home

Lights, camera, actions!

2011-11-25T14:28:00.011+08:00

This space is rather stale now. BUT I'M BACK WITH PICTURESSSS. From prom that is. O's have officially ended and now it's time to party. But it's quite boring when you don't really head out and just stay at home to rot. (I'm freaking amazed rn because I'm typing without looking at the keyboard. 0.0)

Fooooooood. Not that yumz though. 3/5 it was a meh type of dinner. def. not worth 80SGD.

My fav teacher + lesson + guider: Miss Law/SS/Guides

My life would suck without youuuuu.

Rest of the album here *click me*

Before I forget, here are some pictures from the surprise party we held for janine for her belated birthday. If you are wondering why there is a big change in the quality of the pictures... I was dumb. I didn't charge my camera's battery the night before and the one bar was only enough to take the process of the surprise, which ultimately, was a little fail. But, the iphone's cam would suffice.

This girl leaving for korea tonight :'(

Jackson phua left for europe already. :''(

My thighs... THUNDER THIGHSSSS.

Okay, my job is done here. Life is pretty mundane now. I don't know what to do with my life. I need a job and hopefully dongtian (making it bold and big because I know you read my blog) will get back to me ASAP!! Singapore flyer job pleaseeeee. For now, I'll just rot at home, or probably meet up with my friends like Janine and Julius. Cycling + soccer. In desperate need of losing ma fats. Wriggle shiggle mingle.

Changing my bedroom into something like this... But I'm not sure which design is better. You shall be the judge of that ^^ comment/give suggestions here *click me*

Design #1

Design #2

7 wants

2011-11-15T00:26:00.001+08:00

1. A repeat of history so I can change it for the better.
2. You to have a safe trip
3. <8 pts for O's
4. Work so that I can get money.
5. More time with my clique and other close friends
6. Fun duing holidays
7. Zero negativity!

O's ending tmr! Fuck yeah. The tedious secondary 4 life is coming to a closure. My much deserved (or not) holidays are within reach ^^

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8 fears

2011-11-13T23:41:00.001+08:00

1. Being alone
2. Being rejected
3. Ghosts
4. Being realllllly cold
5. Scalding myself
6. Walking in the dark alone
7. Losing friends
8. Ulcers

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Troubled

2011-11-13T23:16:00.001+08:00

Blogpress sucks. Urgh. I typed out a load of self-reflected stuff and it lied about posting onto my blog. As if this week hasn't been bad enough. These few days have really taken a toll over me. I really really didn't mean to fuck things up. I don't even know why I'm missing you and thinking about you. Maybe I... Hahaha. It doesn't really matter. You probably don't give two shits about it. Oh wait! YOU DON'T EVEN NOTICE IT! Maybe because you were too absorbed in you know who. And then here's me... Forever not being reciprocated. What's new? I just hope that, when you're away, you'll think of me, like how I will. Fuck, this whole 5 years ago thing is about to happen. Have a safe trip :)

"I'd hope my heart would listen to my brain, for once."

One after another. It doesn't really stop, does it? Karma has its way.

Ciao, you'll probably not read this anyway. Bleh.

9 loves

2011-11-11T20:14:00.001+08:00

1. God
2. Family
3. Close friends
4. Ex best friend
5. Long cuddly hugs
6. Pink
7. My phone
8. Shopping
9. Sleep

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10 secrets

2011-11-10T18:53:00.002+08:00

1. I think about someone every night before I sleep.

2. I sleep for another 5 mins in the toilet every morning when there's school.

3. I hate bathing but I DO BATHE EVERYDAY.

4. I like long warm baths, sets me thinking about life.

5. I'm only 1.58m tall (or short) and 46.5kg heavy. bleh.

6. I am very calculative (LOL)

7. I like to stone.

8. I'm running out of things to say.

9. I guess I shall stop here.

10. bye!

Birthday + Mini Haul + Updates

2011-11-10T17:39:00.006+08:00

HAHAHA, hi I'm back from almost a week's hiatus. Did anyone miss me? LOL. anyway, so let's get down to business. (sorry for the cuteness ^)

Alright, so this week has been rather eventful, considering I went to get my prom stuffs. Dress, nail polishes. I'm not quite done yet because I haven't prepared my accessories and clutch. So I'll be heading down to bugis to look for cheap accessories. But all these after O's. I've been acting like O's has ended :@ bad sign. Work aside, let's see what I got ^^

New nail polishes from etude house and my accessories box.

Nudish colour ^^

glitter and heart bits.

Gorgeous earrings!

My favourite set of bangles!

A set of rings.

BIRTHDAY PRESENTS!

All from Kim!

Didn't receive much but I really appreciate what my friends have done for me. Although it was in the midst of O's.... but they still squeezed out time for me. Love my friends!

Alright, nothing much nowadays. Should go and bathe > dinner > study! Last 2 papers let's go! :)

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Twitter

2011-11-04T18:04:00.001+08:00

Tweet tweet, I've finally got myself a new twitter account! Follow me twitter.com/wongxinhuing (@wongxinhuing) ^^ thank you!

By the way... 2 more papers!!!! Fyeah! I survived week 2! Felt like a year... O's has been good so far :)

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1 year

2011-11-02T15:26:00.001+08:00

1 year has passed. 12:02PM. I remembered every single thing that happened.

Geography was gooood. But means bell curve will go up :/

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10 days

2011-10-30T18:08:00.001+08:00

10 secrets
9 loves
8 fears
7 wants
6 places
5 foods
4 books
3 films
2 songs
1 picture of yourself

Stay tuned! Will start doing this next friday :-) ahahaha stoked!! But now... Let's just face the doom of tomorrow. In fact, the whole of next week sigh :-(

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Hey teachers

2011-10-30T13:04:00.001+08:00

Yup, my geog teacher wrote that in her slides. Yup, it's a she. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Ahh, love my teachers.

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Excited!!!

2011-10-30T01:46:00.001+08:00

I'm not sure if this is a good sign but there are so many things I wanna do after O's. Good sign because I'm alr hyped up and I know I won't waste my well deserved holidays just lepaking my time away. Bad sign is... It's not even over. But!!!! It's only 17days to end of o levels. So these 2 weeks will pass by quickly!!! Okay so let's see.

1. Read alot of books.
I already purchased one book in advanced called One Day. The anne hathaway movie-book. I pestered my mum to buy because it's on sale HAHAHHA major cheapskate. And 2 other Mitch Albom books AND low kay hwa's book. I miss reading. :-(

2. Shopping
Confirm plus chop >50% of my holidays goes to shopping. And by shopping includes window shopping. I'm not so rich and my mum.... Only gives me $xxx a month. But, hopefully the money earned from work will suffice.

3. Exercise
I, myself, am quite skeptical about it BUT I will try. I'm so fat I don't even want to look at my body.

4. Work
I wanna work because of 2 reasons: money and more time with friends. I may seem like a $_____$ but really. What're holidays without money? And I don't want to keep begging for money. Plus got working experience so why not?

5. Lepak at friend's house
Hehe, we're gonna swim, watch movie, play basketball, cycle, soccer, do music covers, do retarded videos.

6. Sleep, eat, fart.

HOW EXCITING. But I can't digest the fact that olvls have started and in a blink of an eye it'll end. I don't want to end life in stnicks :-(

Okay da fuq it's 1.44 a.m. Shall head to lalaland, dream of my prince charming. Au revoir!

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Paradise

2011-10-29T14:22:00.001+08:00

If only we could communicate through thought-shapes. And our kinship, friendship, love for each other would have zero misunderstanding. If only we had this, we wouldn't become what we are now. How great.

This could be pa-ra, pa-ra, paradise.

Ahh, week 2 is coming. I'm freaking out. Content heavy subjects all flooding in. Hopefully English and Emath were okay.

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DA FUQ?

2011-10-29T00:43:00.001+08:00

DA FUQ? Since when did I ever get myself a twitter account? Apparently it's called pinkrhapsod-y. I swear I have no recollection of it. This is inception.

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Cut my hair

2011-10-26T18:01:00.001+08:00

Hi my baby white iphone

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Sweet 16

2011-10-25T19:06:00.001+08:00

So this is me making a wish before blowing out the candles. Sweet 16 was great, although the celebration wasn't that BOOM. Like big and grand, but with my fab 4 and other friends, it was enough.

So... They organized a rather adventurous celebration for me. I guess it's inspired by Next To You cover by Megan Nicole and Dave Days. Super touched. I kept smiling widely at the canteen. AND THERE WERE JUNIORS AROUND. *hides face*

so there were post its saying persevere, and I forgot what else. But it led me to outside outside of the library! And I was peering into the library to see if anyone was inside. Couldn't even see anything :/ and once again, I embarrassed myself.

Then they popped out of ... The toilet. HAHAHHA. And started singing happy birthday song. Quite anti climax cause it was so soffffftttttt. But yeah, they got mt a small cake (with fake hello kitty figurine) and some pastries.

AND THEY GOT ME A AUTHENTIC KATE SPADE COVER OMG I WAS SO SHOCKED. No, at first I was "FAKE ONE RIGHT" hahaa but turns out it's authentic and from Fabulous NYC. Hehe but it gave me one big headache. I couldn't fit it in properly!!! Took me 50 mins. I was spewing f*** in my head. But through sheer determination I got it right!

Abit random but shall end this post with my chipmunksta face. Sibei suiiiii. ;)

Edit/ GUESS WHO HAS A PURE WHITE IPHONE NOW? ME!!!!! No more grey iphone. My life is complete.

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Birthday!

2011-10-24T23:13:00.001+08:00

Birthday in 49 mins! 11:11 now! Wonder who will stay up till 12 to wish me. Wishing you were right here with me.

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Goodluck

2011-10-23T23:08:00.001+08:00

Good luck to all sec 4s taking olevels! This is the beginning of the end of our 4 years in secondary school! Let's nail down the A1s and do your own school proud! :)

was hoping for a goodluck text from you.... But that's just not possible. Hopefully your promos went well :)
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Biology

2011-10-22T17:12:00.001+08:00

I realized I love biology alot after mugging so hard for it. This is surprising because I failed 4/5 of my bio tests this year. Including prelims. BUT IT'S BECAUSE I DID NOT STUDY. So don't j u d g e me pls :)

v^^Meiosis ^^v

Less than 2 more days to O's and 3 more days to my birthday!!!! Which unfortunately, I have to head back to school for some math briefing asghhslkfjshfkbs!!!!

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Revamp

2011-10-20T01:40:00.001+08:00

Instead of sleeping at this unearthly hour, I'm researching away for my upcoming room revamp project! I am working with mummy to see what we can do to my as-if-not-disgusting-enough room!

Perfect mirror!!! Simple yet elegant :) *swooooon*

Have been wanting this for a while now... But I doubt they're selling it already. For pleasure's sake.

Not from Ikea but wtf sells this?! Legit need this now.

This. Too. They don't sell this!!!! :(

Which lamp is better? I like the pink of the first one and the cuteness of the second one!

They don't sell this already too... But look what I've found...

Albeit me liking the first one.... Babypink *swooooon*

But probably getting this chair since it's only SGD35. Compared to the previous 2 which are SGD99 and SGD80 respectively.

Not forgetting the bed! Gonna get a new bed because mine is already 10 years old? BUT SUPER COMFY ;-( will not be getting this bed frame because I use a super single bed... But isn't this pretty?

Would loveeee something like that! Pink bedframe ^^ with hearts.

This!!!! Probably getting this!!! The interior is gorgeous!

Y I NO HAVE THIS WHEN I WAS YOUNG? mini castle like omgwtfbbq.

Hopefully I can get a study table like that? Similar to what I see in the flyer. With the pink chair from above ^^

To complete my desk is this hello kitty speaker! On my must-get list! That's why I'm gonna work my ass off so that I can shop on the weekends freely without anyone stopping me muahaha.

And also to get my macbookpro for birthday!!!!!! Excited max.
Edit/ mummy said she'll only get it for me next year. Oh well, holidays = no internet on macbook :(

Love for everybody out there! May be getting this rug for visual pleasure.

And I bid all of you farewell! 5 more days to sweet sixteen! #positivity

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School

2011-10-18T12:45:00.001+08:00

Lesson for the very last time. 6 more days to O's! 7 more to my birthday ^^ sweet sixteen~

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Trying hard

2011-10-18T00:34:00.001+08:00

I'm trying so very hard not to revert back to my old self. Really hard. But what if they're so many obstacles and it's too hard?

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Missing you

2011-10-16T16:13:00.001+08:00

Why did God send someone to the library that looks like you?Gosh i miss you so much.

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Good day

2011-10-13T18:46:00.001+08:00

Hehe that's me in the process of donning my pullover. Looking like a retard as always!!

It's been rather productive today!
Did one chapt of geog, respiration and amaths. Love it when I've done alot in a day. Gets me motivated!

Erm, meet wong #2 who colonizes my phone for her zipai pleasure. My phone is on a death row. Really.

Ahh, how I miss night trail and all the fun times in guides! I LOVE SNGUIDES!

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Timetable

2011-10-12T23:37:00.001+08:00

Pretty daily timetables I make at night for the nexr day. Motivation to mug!!!! Ciao, need my sleep now. Eyebags forming already! #whatolevelsdotome

Edit/ I realized I wrote dinner + lunch instead of dinner + bathe. Oh well :-)

Ps/ getting a room make over after o's!!!!!!!!!! MUMMY AGREES ON GETTING PINK FURNITURES!!!! I LOVE MY MOMMY SO MUCH!

Pictures from a flier I got! Gettinf furnitures from there hehe ^^ going to sleep feeling happy is GREAAAAAT!

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Guides

2011-10-12T20:55:00.001+08:00

I know i've been lamenting on how much I miss guides, but... I read the notes that friends, juniors, seniors that have written to me. I can't help but to wonder, am I a good senior? Do I deserve what I used to have? PL, commander etc. Really really disappointed in myself.

This shall be a wake up call. Disappointment, especially in myself, sucks. The next big thing is O's. I always wonder how it's like to see 7pts on my result slip. The relief, the happiness, that particular joyous moment. But cmon xinhui, to achieve that, you gotta mug. And I wonder if it's too late to mug now. Last lap and I'm on the brink of giving up.

Hopefully this negativity fades away. Good wins evil, all the time. Positivity shall triumph over negativity.

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Galaxy

2011-10-11T23:44:00.001+08:00

Went to library again with wong #2. Today has been very productive ^^ better than sunday! Hopefully tmr will be the same! Tomorrow will be filled with thrills. Hehe okay goodnights! It's been a rather great day today :-) o's shall be my friend, not my burden :-)

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Dear J,

2011-10-11T00:49:00.001+08:00

Kinda miss having you. How we used to play truth or dare. How our calls always end at 4am. I miss you so much, sometimes it's already a permanent thing. Sigh, well I never told you.

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Camwhoring!

2011-10-10T17:52:00.001+08:00

Sometimes studying gets a little too boring and this is how I'll feel...

So, me being me, I've decided to don my dress and wear my heels and snap pictures! It lets me destress... Well, temporarily. But, better than nothing! So here goes...

Nice or not? I think not bad leh! *thick-skin* for you to decide!

Ps/ my cousin/aunt is getting me my jansport bag for my birthday!!! Fyeah.

Okay, back to books. Go go go chemistry! A1 A1 all the way!!

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Short haul + library

2011-10-09T19:59:00.001+08:00

Love my study buddies! Cousin weixiang and hotape yimin! Plus one more person *winks at yimin* ;-)

Yesterday's study plan was... Fail. Because my mum brought me out for lunch and WE WENT SHOPPING. Bought a super nice ruffled dress and unique skirt! Super duper megafergilicious nice! In loveeeee with ma clothes! Will take a pic when I reach home! Aunt bought iphone covers and I got 2 of them! One hello kitty and Cath Kidston* ones :-) she's prolly giving me another kate spade* one! Love.

AND I SAW THE PINK JANSPORT BAG THAT I WANTED AT J8'S ROYAL SPORTING HOUSE! birthday's coming! Hinthint yimin and the clique!

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A decade of fond memories

2011-10-07T19:39:00.002+08:00

Warning: picture filled post. *may be unpleasant to a few people because it contains some of my -disgusting- and shameless pictures. But it doesn't define who I am! Maybe a bit.

Embarrassment at its finest. Tear.

10 years in what seems like my second home, Chij St Nicholas Girls' School. I remember when I first stepped in as a lost 7 year old, I was very scared. But I kept my fears in. 6 years im st nicks primary was really great. Especially 5&6 Charity. Great class and a great inspiring form teacher, Mr Julius Koh.

When I first stepped into the secondary block at the old AMK compound, I wasn't that apprehensive. Probably because I stepped in to the CL class where almost everyone was from the primary side. So settling down was easy. 4 years have passed and today is officially my last day in school. These 4 years haven't been smooth sailing. There were times when sweat and tears were shed, but I have never ever regretted my choice to stay in st nicks. Made friends which stuck with me for 4 whole years.

Teachers here are probably the most caring ones any student can ever get. Teachers like Mrs Yeo, Du lao shi, Pan lao shi are great inspirations. Besides, all the uncles and aunties, canteen stall vendors (ORANGE BOWL!), also treat us as their own. This is what st nicks is, one big family.

And guides, a choice that I never regret making. I remember how I used to detest the idea of being in a uniformed groups cca and how I actually quarreled with my mym over it. Really wanna thank my mum for forcing me to join sngg. Without her, I wouldn't have met a great bunch of friends, and seniors, juniors, guiders. Friends like kim, rach, xinyee, minyi, sici, ash, aline, jac, bin made guiding so much more exciting.

But the saying goes, " all good things have to come to an end." my time has come, to graduate from st nicks. Mixed emotions :-(

Thank you stnicks for the past 10 years. If not for you, I wouldn't have become what I am today.

"无论身在何处，心系圣尼各拉."
"Wherever we go, St Nick's spirit lives on"

Proud to be a true Blue St Nicks girl :) I ♥ SN!
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Make it last

2011-10-06T20:45:00.001+08:00

Last day of school tomorrow! Gonna make things last and hopefully my teachers can be my motivation and inspiration to study damn hard for the last lap! Woohoo!

I'll miss stnicks so much. Thanks for the memories. "you can take a girl out of stnicks, but you can't take stnicks out of her."

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Stereo hearts

2011-10-05T17:23:00.001+08:00

I know my hair's in a total mess but I injured my knees. Acute pain :-( must be an injury from today's morning jog and soccer. Oh well, last PE in stnicks, hopefully it's worth it!!!

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20 more days.

2011-10-04T17:06:00.001+08:00

Let's go!!! :)

Help needed please! Entertainment for tonight :-)

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A spectrum of wonders

2011-10-02T21:39:00.001+08:00

All these make up half of my pencil case. A spectrum of wonders, a spectrum of pink. I can literally sit and stare at these for minutes. And my mood is lifted by a whole lot. Talk about wonders ^^

(unedited version) I go gaga over pink. Really. I can even get something pink for the price it's not even worthy of. *guilty*
From T-B, L-R:
1. Hello Kitty star thingy (lucky charm)
2. Guides own glow-in-the-dark star thingy (freaking precious)
3. POPbazic stapler
4. Pilot spotliter highlighter
5. Clique(REALLY CLIQUE) pen
6. Uni style*fit multi-colour pen
7. Muji 0.38mm pen (latest design)
8. Muji 0.38mm pen (old design)
9. Muji 0.38mm pen
10. Muji hexagon 0.3mm pen
11. Omni frozen pencil
12. Art Box cream polka dot pencil
13. Uni style*fit multi-colour pen refill in Rose Pink

ALRIGHT TTFN! birthday month! *squeals*

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OOTD

2011-10-01T17:35:00.001+08:00

Outfit of the day! (heading to Thompson Plaza for grandma's birthday dindin)
Top: Paris tanktop ($10)
Bottom: H&M suede paper bag shorts ($33+)

Alright, back to books before preparing for dinzzzzz. :-)

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(^_^) (; _ ; )

2011-09-30T17:57:00.001+08:00

Really have to study FUCKING hard for the next 24 days. Or rather, till after O's. I really really really want to enter VJC with my results. No appeal or whatsoever. I want to prove to everyone that I can do it. Most importantly, myself. Felt so disappointed with geog; nat veg. I could have done a whole lot better. Off to the books.

Birthday wish: stay focus and mug the hardest that I ever did in my whole secondary school life. God, please answer my prayers to stay determined and not to fall into the arms of temptation.

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1 month

2011-09-29T15:32:00.001+08:00

1 month and counting. A month of cold war.
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5 facts + updates + birthday wishes

2011-09-25T18:57:00.001+08:00

I look as horrendous as always but what's new? Okay, actually, I don't really look that bad right? Show some love pl0x.

Anyway, I haven't been doing 5 facts so here it is.
1. I hate to say but I am very judgmental. VERY.
2. I take 45 minutes to shower.
3. I screwed up my prelims ONCE AGAIN. forever screwing up.
4. I am a messy girl, hence the countless missing items.
5. I'm done.

Okay, #5 is pretty redundant but I didn't know what to type.

Alright, why not this?
5. I cam type without looking at my phone. (okay, obviously not for the word "can")

Updates: It's coming to the end of September, which draws me closer to my Olvls. It is reallllly the last lap so I'm trying my best not to slack TOO MUCH. 29 more days. 51 days to end of O's. 58 days to prom. LESS THAN 2 MORE MONTHS. I can feel it already.

For the first time... I'm not looking forward to my birthday. Why? Because of O's. But I guess I'm lucky enough to be born this year. So my birthday does not fall on the first day of O's #thankgod
That aside, I'm sure everyone has their birthday wishes right. So this year, my birthday wishes are(as materialistic as always, but I'm a girl, so what's new?):
1. To do well in Olvls. I may not be as hard working as others but I guess I'm eligible for JC at least?
2. Samatha Thavasa wallet!!!! I GOT MY EYES ON ONE PINK WALLET ;)
3. macbook pro (since 2009!)
4. Hello Kitty Vans!!!

Which girly girl can resist these?! *fantasises*
BIRTHDAY'S IN A MONTH! ♥.♥

Alright, this is for now. Who knows I may have more wishes.
I'm greedy :3 come genie come. You have a new job on your list.

Nuff said, back to books. :-(

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Hello Kitty

2011-09-23T20:38:00.000+08:00

Best gif ever ;) Hello Kitty for the win.

Reason and logic

2011-09-23T00:38:00.001+08:00

Guess I have to stop probing about your stuff. I'm not in the position to decide for you anyway.

Let's sleep away this emptiness. Tomorrow will be a better day. It will be. Goodnites. What a great night with a complimenting weather to snuggle in. Love nights like this. Feeling like a child.

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Wonder

2011-09-22T21:03:00.001+08:00

Can't help but to wonder how I'm ever gonna aim for a 8 pointer for Olevels with shitty prelim results. Hopefully this is just the beginning, not the end. Mug mug mug.

Ps/ Johnny english on sat @PS! Last outing to town till O's end. :(

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Day of reflection

2011-09-21T11:18:00.001+08:00

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Give up

2011-09-21T00:50:00.001+08:00

Decided not to be mean and post the "fuck" filled post. Because I do what I would want others do unto me.

Pissed off still but I shall go to bed happy. afterall, life's too short to be unhappy most of the times.

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Smurfing fun

2011-09-20T22:43:00.001+08:00

Prelims have officially ended and I'm smurfing relieved. I scraped through this 2nd most important examination in my 10 years in St Nicks. Scraped through. Keep saying I'll study super hard for prelims but it was just an excuse. I am guilty, 34 days left. No smurfing around.

Watched The Smurfs today! Movie plot was not that interesting, but the smurfs are really cute! I smurf you :)

Random: I really want a room make over. I'm sick of the room I'm stuck in for 10 years. It looks like crap. And now, with books and papers SMURFED all over my room, it looks like a pig sty. I'm requesting my mum for a room makeover after O levels!

Like this design...

or

Y U SO NICE. Y I NO HAVE THIS ROOM? Y I LIVE IN THIS SHITTY SHIT HOLE?

Omg. This is my life. Shitty yeah? :(

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Someone like you

2011-09-20T00:49:00.001+08:00

I heard, that your settled down.
That you, found a girl and your married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
It ain't like you to hold back or hide from the lie.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

You'd know, how the time flies.
Only yesterday, was the time of our lives.
We were born and raised in a summery haze.
Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over yet.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead", yay.

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.
Regret's and mistakes they're memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yay yeh yeah

Sounds like you. Aww. :')

Coldwar

2011-09-19T13:08:00.001+08:00

Really sick of our cold war. But then, it's not as if you give a shit about how I feel, do you? If you do, you would talk to me first. Lol, talk about hoping against hope.

Same shit, different day.

Let's play pretend alright.

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2011-09-19T10:54:00.001+08:00

Eating orange bowl with eunice :) she so sexy

Unproductive

2011-09-19T00:27:00.001+08:00

Hate being all nua at home. LIBRARY WAS GOOD. come home = no good. Thank God for school tomorrow. Should get some sleep soon. :-)

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Covers I love

2011-09-17T14:19:00.002+08:00

I love my phone covers very much. fyeahpink. Hopefully I'll be able to expand my pink covers family.

Ps/ watching smurfs and johnny english next week!!! I smurf you ;) blend in~~~ *wriggles hands and body*

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Little too much

2011-09-16T12:11:00.003+08:00

I love this song so much! :) AND I FINISHED READING THE BOOK, SOMETHING BORROWED. It's a great book. Really quite ralatable, like Janine and I, getting quite competitive at times. Haha, but I still love my bff *insert kisses*

And I need to watch the movie, pronto.

BIO IS OVER! Chem and Bio paper 1 to go only. Fyeah, prelims are almost over.

Bio hosei!

2011-09-15T23:50:00.001+08:00

That's what i do when I get so mad and tired from (last min) biology revision. 3 major chapts untouched. Very screwed. I'VE NEVER REALLY LEARNT MY LESSON. fml, period. :(

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Ho Wan Nie

2011-09-15T00:46:00.001+08:00

Stay strong girl. Fuck what people say. Cause you're definitely better than that. Love you, moron ho.

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New phone cover!

2011-09-14T15:38:00.001+08:00

HELLO KITTY MEOWWEW~ sunkew raeann babi!

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Last memory, gone

2011-09-14T00:18:00.001+08:00

Lost the fat man and pig paper. I really expected myself to be in a mess, crying when I bathe. But no, I didn't cry. I didnt feel that wave of sadness wash over me. That's good, because I've been waiting for this day to come. Where I can finally say, I'm over you. Thoroughly, totally, already over you. I may miss you, but I am sure I'm never gonna cry again because we're over.

"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened." -Dr Seuss

Ciao, need my bur eu tea se leep! ;) (if you get that. Yeah I'm weird.)

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Formspring and it's loneliness

2011-09-13T23:02:00.001+08:00

Someone help please? :( lonely formspring :'(

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Still in love

2011-09-12T16:55:00.001+08:00

Being random. Proud of myself for studying this hard for lit. For the first time! (but my bio, chem, geog is... Screwed.) Shall go bathe and glue my ass onto the chair and MUG! 42 more days to go. Fyeah olevels.

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Crap

2011-09-11T13:59:00.001+08:00

And prelims resume tomorrow. Argh, more memorizing needed!! BRAIN POWER AND STUDYING BUG COME BACK PLEASE.

Ps/ about to fall sick!!!! Headache from sleeping at 2+ AM this whole week. Fml.

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:')

2011-09-10T12:55:00.001+08:00

Can't forget these little things that mean alot to me! Happy to have these recollection :')

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Exhilarating

2011-09-10T00:07:00.001+08:00

I like thrills like today LOL. Library with fun people. Guailan here and there wahahaha. Studied geog and bio! ;-)

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H&M!

2011-09-08T15:14:00.001+08:00

Outfit of the day!

Hello from H&M!! Thank god i went early! When I left, there was a queue outside :s got this top and a ring! Wanted more but my mum warned me not to get any! Sinful but oops. Bought muji pens too!

After this it's back to the books. :-(

Ps/ THE FITTING ROOM AT H&M IS HUMONGOUS. I HATE IT! i felt like pervys were outside :s

Edit:

Small haul after so long. I felt damn reluctant to leave town :-(

Wing ring!

Bat wing sleeved top, super comfy ^^

Muji Pens!

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Touched

2011-09-08T02:54:00.001+08:00

Really glad to know the truth at unearthly hours. Proud that I didn't cry. Thank you Janine and Ryan :)

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Nostalgic soul

2011-09-07T19:59:00.001+08:00

I miss guides so much. Urgh :( someone save me from my withdrawal symptoms prz.

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Best or worst?

2011-09-06T13:52:00.001+08:00

;)

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Nothing

2011-09-05T17:49:00.001+08:00

Dear you,

I know I shouldn't be missing you. But in this ever losing game, I miss you!! For the second time.
I know I should be mad at you. But as my weakness, I can't be mad at you for long. White flag's up :-(

Love, P. wong

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Guardian Angel

2011-09-05T09:10:00.001+08:00

Say hi to my self proclaimed Guardian Angel! I've got no name for it, but it was given by Julius on my 15th birthday*. I like carebears, they're so cute!

Alright, back to cramming chem! 4 more hrs to do so. Sigh sigh sigh. :(

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Something Borrowed

2011-09-05T00:13:00.001+08:00

Got the book Something Borrowed. Looks nice and I love the cover. Very chic and urbanized. But it was quite money-depleting :'( my allowance boom boom pow!

Oh gosh, there is chem test at Mr Kwok's and I'm not prepared! Gah, 10+ chapters! Kekekeke, gonna continue later!!

Btwy, went on to get this app I'm using now! Blogpress! Hopefully it turns out fine. Pricey app!

P.S/ hopefully I'll be able to head to H&M on thursday!!! GONNA GO TOWN!!!

Love,
Little miss deprived of shopping

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Karma - The Saturdays

2011-09-03T01:30:00.005+08:00

Bringing to you the band who sang "Missing You", The Saturdays and their song, "Karma".

You oughta know, know
If you wanted diamonds
Why you settle for a rock?
Man, I hope that girl's
Got a great personality, yeah
If you want a fight, boy
Shouldn't you be heading up?
Yeah, I hope that girl's
Got a real vision of family
All the different qualities
All you couldn't get from me, me, me, me
You oughta know
I've got the pieces of the heart you broke
I've got the bruises from the letting go
You said you only needed time to breathe
A little time alone so who the hell is she?
I don't need the lies
And I'm not the type of girl to fight
But you oughta know
I've got the pieces of the heart you broke
And I'm gonna throw 'em at your karma
At your karma, throw 'em at your karma
Oh, I'm gonna throw 'em at your karma
I saw you yesterday
You were walking with her holding hands, yeah
Man, I hope you choke
On some really hot coffee
And you said we should wait
That we shouldn't see anyone else, oh
Man, I hope that girl
Only sees the things she wants to see
That your personality
That she's not as dumb as me, me, me, me
You oughta know
I've got the pieces of the heart you broke
I've got the bruises from the letting go
You said you only needed time to breathe
A little time alone so who the hell is she?
I don't need the lies
And I'm not the type of girl to fight
But you oughta know
I've got the pieces of the heart you broke
And I'm gonna throw 'em at your karma
At your karma, throw 'em at your karma
Oh, I'm gonna throw 'em at your karma
What goes up now, what goes up?
It's gonna come down, down, down
It's gonna come down, down, down
What goes up now, what goes up?
It's gonna come down, down, down
It's gonna come down, down, down
You oughta know
I've got the pieces of the heart you broke
I've got the bruises from the letting go
You said you only needed time to breathe
A little time alone so who the hell is she?
I don't need the lies
And I'm not the type of girl to fight
But, you oughta know
I've got the pieces of the heart you broke
And I'm gonna throw 'em at your karma
At your karma, throw 'em at your karma
Oh, I'm gonna throw 'em at your karma
I'm gonna throw 'em at your karma
Throw 'em at your karma

11:11

2011-09-01T23:11:00.002+08:00

Caught 11:11 by chance.

Not sure to believe it or not, but no harm.

But, I don't know what to wish for.

Alright 11:12, blew my chance away. Oh well.

Happy teachers' day to all my wonderful teachers!!! ♥☺

Baking cookies

2011-09-01T01:53:00.002+08:00

Guess what, it's 1:53 AM and I'm not asleep. Surely I deserve a round of applause for my bravery!
(Nah, since it's Teachers' day celebration which means no papers. Fyeah.)
And we'll be going to Cine for a movie, probably Cars 2, even when I don't really enjoy such "moral" rich shows as quoted by my friend Qianhua.

Talking about papers, today's papers (Emath paper || and Social Studies) were... Well... can't be put into words. Emath was a LIL tough. Hopefully olevels will be much easier. Social studies was a relief! Thank god conflict in Sri Lanka came out. Because I only studied this chapter and Bonding SG and a quarter of D&D (diplomacy and deterrence, or what I would prefer, Dead and Doom). I was really brave enough to only study one full theme out of what, 5 themes. Bravery flows in my blood. Really thankful for it to come out. REALLY A TIGHT SLAP ACROSS MY FACE. STUDY AT LEAST 3 THEMES.

Baked cookies just now, which is the evening for teachers! First 2 batches were passable but bad. Like a repeat of last year. (dyou remember the fail cookies I baked for you? Probably not, baha.) but the following ones were good. Dayum, double choc cookies. HOW CAN I RESIST? stole a few crumbs here and there. And wrapped everything which took a few more hours. Hence the time now. Though I suck at baking, I think it's fun. More baking sessions to come, definitely.

Alright, bad omen. My stomach is growling for food = sleeping it away. I srsly need to cut down on my intake of food. BAD BAD BAD GIRL.

Ciao, and happy advanced teachers' day to all cikgus out there! (I remember my Malay from sec 2 ;))

Mending my heart

2011-08-29T02:00:00.003+08:00

Just felt like doing this. Really meant for all those heartbrokened ones out there.

No I'm not trying to gain any attention. There's nothing really good about this. In fact, people may think I'm some cry-oh-rama weakling.

But before you judge(you are the jury, yes you readers), let me say my piece. What I've gone throught these 2 years. And I hope people can put themselves in my shoes and understand what I felt. DISCLAIMER: I'm not blaming all those people who hurt me (unknowingly/knowingly). Not pointing any fingers 'cause I don't find the need to. I mean, not only do I not get to reconcile with these people, it will only aggrevate them more and cause more hatred. And the vicious cycle repeats. Nuff said, let's start. Basically, I'm spilling the beans.

My whole emo cycle started in sec 3 when I know of this guy from ABC school. We clicked with each other and within a week we were together. Hilarious, I know, but true. I fall for people easily. So like other couples we hung out almost every week. (BUT, we never kissed, hug or held hands). Being a teenager, my feelings for him was volatile. Easy come easy go. I guess his was just there, always there. (Really thank him for this) I remember talking bout breaking up and then patching back. Yes, immature. That was me. This too involved one of my classmates. We turned our backs against each other and conflicts arose. Fuck was the word between us. I cursed her so many times. Wish she could stop being so selfish. Then came my intolerance and we officially broke. Woah, I was quite relieved back then. No more secrecy. But little did I know, withdrawal symptoms would hit me. About a month later I came to realize how important you are. Like a gem. Precious to me. Yet, lost. Was stuck in a whirlpool for four months. Four fucking months. The amount of tears shed. And the troubles I put on Janine. She must have had a tough time. Thankfully, now we're friends, good friends? Someone I can share my troubles with even if we don't text each other everyday. Thank you JWL for being there for me, hehe, love you. ♥☺

And the next one lasted even longer. For almost 10 months. From 28 july 2011:
Remember how we first start off? I clearly remember. A year has passed. "Your singing is so horrible the glass will break :-)"

Then we became so close, hanging out every single week. Library was our, or rather, my favourite hang out place. I love your companion. You're a great best friend. You'd listen to my rants, I'd whine and you'd play along. We talked on the phone like any other best friends. We spent an hour trying to figure out social studies. You wanted my name tag. We sat down doodling. I drew you a fat man while you drew me a pig. (and the tears starts rolling down) you walked me home after a few rounds of me rejecting, and my mum found out. I got so scared. I accompanied you to your tuition venue. You poked your dumpling and the soup splashed on to me. Yada yada memories.

This person probably hates me and thinks I'm a joke. Fine with that. At least I made this person laughed. That's how pathetic I used to be.
Now, it doesn't really matter if this person is gonna laugh at this(if he/she even chances upon my blog, that is), I'm tryna help someone out there. By relating to them my story. As long as I stay true to what I conclude is right, I've no fears.

Well, to monster(his/her nickname, no bad connotation btwy), thank you for mending my heart when the withdrawal symptoms(^) hit me. Too bad you tore it apart(or was it me who made things the way they are now?) and here I am, fixing it, probably fixed. Nah, I'm not blaming you. And I'm not trying to seek your attention, because I believe: things change, friends leave and life doesn't stop for anybody. But still, thanks for the memories ☺

My point to all those still holding on/feeling unloved/heartbroken, take a step back and look at life. I understand that letting go and believing something better will come along is hard, terribly hard, but believe in God, He has His ways. It takes truckloads of courage to hope against hope, but take these processes as life lessons. I've already had two lessons, and embracing more to come. Besides, why should we feel unloved just because of that very someone. Pardon me, but we've been so foolish. Look around, your parents, siblings, friends, God have been loving us wholeheartedly. Isn't it too much to say we're unloved? When the proportion is way lower? Unloved < loved. Mending takes time, a long, tiring and painful journey. But, trust me, it will be a fulfilling one.

Pendulum

2011-08-27T00:09:00.002+08:00

Hate this time of the month. Cramps, moodswings. Got Seventeen (Singapore) and it's kinda nicer than Teenage! Teenage is a little too singapore-ish. But I want to subscribe both!! I love reading mags. :)

I've been craving so many things. Urgh, let's see what I'm craving for:
1. Gongcha!!!! It has been forever since I last drank bubble tea.
2. Orchard (313, Ion), and other parts of towns. I've been looking through F21, newlook, River Island, Juicy Couture, Kate Spade online. All the glitz and glam, nuuuuu! It's so tempting :(
3. Starbucks frapp. Chocolate chip or something. And I wanna try the strawberry frapp(?)

These are basically what I'm craving for! O levels is sucha burden. 58 more days. Good game.

Hiatus

2011-08-25T12:45:00.002+08:00

Always, at this time, I'll be on hiatus! :)

In the midst of Prelims, see ya soon! Active on formspring though.

1 down, 7 to go!

Mean

2011-08-21T22:44:00.000+08:00

Why you gotta be so mean?

Jittery and butterflies

2011-08-18T00:06:00.005+08:00

It's a siansational day tomorrow. Why? 2 content heavy tests which I (thank God) finished studying for. It's been a long time since I last felt prepared for a test. Hope I don't fail geog cause I studied really hard.

Kinda proud of myself because my study bug/motivation is back. God did answer my prayers ♥☺♥☺ With God I'm not afraid of any future adversities! Hoping this study bug stays with me till after o levels. Speaking of O's, I'm getting back my chinese results tomorrow. It's really frustrating at this point in time because my mind keeps thinking on the negative side. But as I've said, with God around, i'm sure He'll bless me with my well deserved results. Hopefully A2 at least.

Life right now has been rather good (?), but prelims starts next week. And English oral. After that no more future oral! #fyeah! Oral is one of my dreaded components. I'm actually very shy (R E A L L Y)

Alright, time to hit my bed! Goodluck to my friends getting their results tmr! I'll keep you in my prayers/11:11 (caught them twice in a row! ☺)

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OH MY, PRAISE THE LORD FOR MY RESULTS. Really the Icing on my cake!!! Ahh thank you Lord!

And to Baosheng (if you ever read this): cheer up buddy! Life is not a bed of roses. But when it is the downside of life, it's gonna go up again! Hang in there! I will definitely help you! :) jiayou! :)

Dream

2011-08-10T13:14:00.003+08:00

Even my dream doesn't let me off.

Dreamt of you.

But might as well, it could be slapping me awake.

They say dreams are opposite of reality.

So it's impossible we'll reconcile.

And I'm happy to put down all hopes.

Hopes that I never should have :-)

Everyday I'm shufflin'

2011-08-07T14:10:00.001+08:00

♔ KEEP CALM and CARRY ON ♔

So as I've promised! I'm gonna blog today. Partly because CHINAMAN(waves the Britain flag enthusiastically) asked me too. Or rather, she just wants the photos :|

This week I've been down for guides quite often, due to the upcoming National Day Celebration March Pass! Dayum, I'm so excited to see my fellow juniors doing us proud! GOH some more! They'd better up the standard! During their practice, we were just fooling around. Love my mates!

Okay, blogger doesn't wanna upload. Pfft, sua, sorry Kimono! I'll try again!

And I did a little. REALLY LITTLE. shopping yesterday. ;) At bossini! Surprised to get such clothes from there actually.

Floral Vest!

Love the prints! So vintagey. Everyone loves vintage, right?

And the inside is pink polka dots. *heart melts*

Polka dot highwaisted shorts.

Cute much :)

Actually I don't think it is highwaisted, but it's quite low, so I PULLED it up. Lol.

And some (不要脸) camwhoring.

Hi geeky Wong!

Don't call me geeky Wong!

Wearing my wedges!

Alright, gonna head for the books again! THANK GOD FOR THE ASDFGHJKLKJHGFDSA LONG HOLIDAYS! Need this LOOOOOONG HOLIDAYS SO BADLY! Mugger mode turned on!

Lucky

2011-08-02T16:34:00.002+08:00

Some day, I will get over it.

Some day, I will look back and laugh. Laugh at how foolish I was.

We don't laugh at the same joke over and over again, so why should I feel sad for you over and over again?

Watch me, I'll get over you. Like how I did last year. Just watch.

To three beautiful ladies

2011-08-02T01:01:00.003+08:00

They said when you find love
you'd better hold on
You gotta keep it
close to you
but you gotta give love
if you gonna get love
and you will know when
love's found you

So I just wanna thank you
for all you have done

[Chorus #1]
Gave me strength
when I had none at all
Gave me hope
when I was running low
Showed me how
to make it through and
For everything
you know I thank you
You believed when I'd no reason to
You were there when I needed you, oh

And I just wanna thank you
I just wanna thank you

I could imagine a world without you
facing the hard times
all alone
It'd be a cold world
I'd be a lost girl
If I didn't have you
close to home

So I just wanna thank you for all you gave up

[Chorus #2]
Gave me strength
when I had none at all
Gave me hope
when I was running low
Showed me how
to make it through and
For everything
I wanna thank you
You believed when I had given up
Carried me and I was lifted up

I just wanna thank you
I just wanna thank you oh

[Bridge]
Oh I'll be stranded
I'd be nowhere
Million miles away from all I know oh

But you were there to keep me grounded
I counted on you
You brought me home oh

You gave me strength

[Chorus #1]

And I'm still standing here
I just wanna thank you
I just wanna thank you

Thank You, Thank you, Thank you

I just wanna thank you (just wanna thank you)
I just wanna thank you
I just wanna thank you (just wanna thank you)

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Quick update

2011-07-31T01:37:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone. Okay, as you can tell, I haven't been really happy this whole week. My moodswing is back for no darn reason. Probably that feeling(can't be put into words) rekindled after 23rd July? If you guys know what it means.

And my results for this term are literally like shit. I don't know how I'm gonna sit for my o level at the end of the year. I guess it's around 86 more days? Dayum, gone were the days when we were still waiting for it to hit 100. Prelims is in 3 weeks. Have no idea how I'm gonna cramp ALL subjects into these 3 pathetic weeks. But I've started geog alr, and hopefully I'll start on Biology tomorrow.

Study session with Weixiang tomorrow because staying at home = room for slacking = major procrastination = little work done. I'm sure many can comprehend this logic as it happens frequently. And I can't waiy for monday!! Allowance = being able to buy HK stickers.

And another thing is... My mum gave away my pink transparent cover to my aunt. ;( so I'm stuck with my switcheasy and HK one. I'm thinking of selling my HK one. Because I hardly use it and I bought it mainly on impulse. I shall upload a picture in my next post. Hopefully it'll be put into good use unlike now, mixed with random items.

By the way, I saw a floral playsuit/romper at Cotton On! Tried it out and it was nice. Too bad my mum thinks I have too many clothes, which is... true. =.~ guilty. But I swear it's really nice!!! I shall pester her and get it, ultimately.

Alright, it's almost 2 and I've gotta be up at 8:45AM tomorrow, so better sleep now.

Please keep my formspring alive by spamming questions! Virtual hugs as gift! *embrace* Ask about anything and everything and I'll try to answer truthfully. But no annoying spams like hi, here to spam those kind. I'll give these people a virtual bitch slap instead.

5 Facts

2011-07-30T01:30:00.002+08:00

#1 I am a RELATIVELY nice person but I'll treat you like a bitch if you offend me. Fair enough. I don't really care if you're my friend(excluding good/close friends), or if I'm kind enough, second chance may be given. But that's hardly.

#2 I need music to do math. I get quite irritated eithout my favourite music.

#3 I'm about to do amath after this post.

#4 I'm the only one awake right now.

#5 I'm currently having ear infection. It hurts :-(

Tears keep falling unknowingly

2011-07-28T01:00:00.003+08:00

I really miss you. Sometimes I really hate myself for being sucha loser. Clearly you're not affected by this whole incident. The transition is too much for me to bear. 1:00AM and I'm stuck here crying to sleep. Hate nights like these. Where all the memories flow back.

Remember how we first start off? I clearly remember. A year has passed. "Your singing is so horrible the glass will break :-)"

Then we became so close, hanging out every single week. Library was our, or rather, my favourite hang out place. I love your companion. You're a great best friend. You'd listen to my rants, I'd whine and you'd play along. We talked on the phone like any other best friends. We spent an hour trying to figure out social studies. You wanted my name tag. We sat down doodling. I drew you a fat man while you drew me a pig. (and the tears starts rolling down) you walked me home after a few rounds of me rejecting, and my mum found out. I got so scared. I accompanied you to your tuition venue. You poked your dumpling and the soup splashed on to me. Yada yada memories.

Tell me how to move on when you left me a pocketful of memories. Teach me, because the pain is too much. 8months and I'm still stuck.

How did we end up like that? That fight was definitely unnecessary.

"Damn, damn, damn. What I do to have you here, here, here. I wish you were here."

I shall start wishing for a reconciliation. (Even if wishing is a waste of time, even if I've never crossed your mind.)

Dear Janine, Yimin, Qianhua
I know you guys read this space. Please bear with me. I know I'm on the verge of breaking my promise to get over it. But I really need more time. I hope you guys understand. Times like these, I really need your help. Teach me to move on.
With love,
Me.

Horrid

2011-07-25T23:01:00.002+08:00

Time check: 11.02PM

Activity: watching taiwanese drama.

Today's only great thing was Ashley's PGA achievement! Congratulations Ashley, if you even read this space! I'm really proud of you!! *blows kisses as always* pictures* will be up soon!

And a series of horrible things happened.

1. Susan Lim scolded me for drinkong milo during assembly. I WAS HAVING CRAMPS AND SHE EMBARASSED ME IN FRONT OF SO MANY PEOPLE. i was feeling so horrible and she has to come and scold me.

2. Freaking failed bio. But it's expected. Since the teachers blindly put 4 content heavy tests in a week. Where do we find time in 4/5 days to study for the tests?! If teachers can't handle 9subj, I'm sure students aren't that superb either to handle them so well.

3. Cramps. This is the 2nd worst thing that can happen to us. We suffer so much. Guys should really be thankful that they don't go through this.

4. I lost my collection of stickers. This is the most heartbreaking thing ever. It holds sentimental value as it followed me throughout my Primary school journey. I have many sanrio and hello kitty stickers that I didn't even bear to use, what's more them being given away. I almost cried when my mum said they were given away.

Sigh, life has been taking a toll on me. I really need a retail therapy. Be it a simple popular bookshop trip. 1st august. I shall head down to J8 and get some hello kitty stickers. Anticipate! :-)

When life goes down, it will go up very soon. I'm sure God has his way planned for me.

Rant

2011-07-24T00:09:00.004+08:00

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Taken down.
Fickle-minded like that. With a reason. :-)

SAJC open house

2011-07-22T23:11:00.003+08:00

Will be going to SA tomorrow! A lil apprehensive at first, but I guess it'll be good? Hopefully! Though seeing you may break my heart a little.

Update tomorrow! Ciao. I hope cramps will not hit me tomorrow 

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Currently posting from the open house. It was not very interesting actually. Yes, it did break my heart a little. But thankgod it healed quite fast. Not as painful anymore. Times like these make me move on even faster :')

And thankgod cramps didn't hit me!! 

Enrolment 2011 ;yellow badge

2011-07-21T22:39:00.006+08:00

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Alright, leaving the unedited photos there. Enrolment 2011 was fun. The get together with my mates was just heartwarming. Though we haven't get together for so long, we're still so close-knitted. #thankgodforfriendslikethese Every time we have a get together we'll just forget all our tests and just have fun. Nostalgia hits me like this :'( I miss snguides.

Racial Harmony Day 2011

2011-07-21T22:27:00.006+08:00

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Sup all, it's friday and TGIF! the week is over and I'm thankful that I survived this ARDUOUS week. Yesterday was Racial Harmony Day and it was one of the best over my 10 years in SN. The first and last time I'm wearing an ethnic costume. PUNJABI for the win. The best thing was, 4P is the sec 4 class that won the ethnic costume competition. We screamed so loud I guess the lower sec students can even hear us.

They say sec 4 year is the best year though it's tough. I agree ^^