Troubled

Blogpress sucks. Urgh. I typed out a load of self-reflected stuff and it lied about posting onto my blog. As if this week hasn't been bad enough. These few days have really taken a toll over me. I really really didn't mean to fuck things up. I don't even know why I'm missing you and thinking about you. Maybe I... Hahaha. It doesn't really matter. You probably don't give two shits about it. Oh wait! YOU DON'T EVEN NOTICE IT! Maybe because you were too absorbed in you know who. And then here's me... Forever not being reciprocated. What's new? I just hope that, when you're away, you'll think of me, like how I will. Fuck, this whole 5 years ago thing is about to happen. Have a safe trip :)

"I'd hope my heart would listen to my brain, for once."

One after another. It doesn't really stop, does it? Karma has its way.

Ciao, you'll probably not read this anyway. Bleh.